Wednesday, December 04, 2002

I shouldn't be doing this. I shouldn't be online. (I have been for 6 hours and 31 minutes since I got home at 3 oclock). I have no life. I have crazy homework due friday, and that day is fast approaching. Alot faster than it usually does. Shit. I hate myself. I hate the way I work. I hate it when I get bad grades, but I have no motivation to do anything about it when I know I am going to get a bad grade. I have no motivation to do anything. I am worthless in the working world. My life is a dull routine of me failing, getting eaten out by my parents, promising I will reform, and then starting it all over again. and again. and again.