Thursday, September 07, 2006
i got nuthin'
I am really hating school this semester for a few different reasons, none of which are terribly valid. I think that there's something about me that just doesn't like school of any sort to begin with. Despite the fact that I'm taking some really tough classes, it seems like I'm always doing homework, and never actually getting anything done.
Like calculus.
When I look back, I have learned so much about math in college it's amazing. (I love the human brain) But it still seems like I'm a couple of weeks behind everyone else... like it just comes naturally to every other person in my class. I feel good in my programming classes... it comes naturally to me. They're computers. They're what I "do". But math. And engineering is math. And physics. Physics is math. And engineering is physics. It all comes down to math.
That's why I hate my life right now - because I'm going to be doing calculus until the day I leave this god-forsaken college, which seems like another day further away with each day that passes.
Anyway, onward from the depressing subjects. I am going to the download festival whatchamacallit in a couple weeks with my new roommates and some new friends.
I can't wait! The Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Beck, The Shins, and MUSE?! (and Coheed) (I guess)
We're planning a fun road trip around it, and might be able to meet up with my sister and all, plus spend a day (night?) in Santa Cruz.
But hey, at least I have happy thoughts going into my calculus class at 10.
*sigh*
